Living by the spirit sometimes is an ongoing fight, a race, a struggle. At times I backslide, do the things I'm not supposed to do, and then, after the realisation of it all, I find God far away. The still small voice of God that has been with me, silenced.
And then, came the thoughts that I couldn't really cut it with MMU Cyberjaya CF people. Some said I'm too lame, others said I try too hard. Heh, really? Perhaps it's true I'm lame at times, but, yea, it's never wrong to try getting to know others, as long as you're not a jerk or a pest.
But as I consider, it's always better to live by God and God's ways, rather than get all worked up over all these. After all, haven't I done my best to my capabilities with people? And if my best ain't good enough for them, it's okay with me, life doesn't end with a few people.
Till then, pray for me, will ya?
God Bless!
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