The Job : It's a farnee thing

I've got myself a new pair of glasses recently that looks something that come out of the 60s era. Agnes, my collegue commented that it looks too garish ;) Coolness huh?



Anyways, ironically, it might be one of the last few comments I get from my fellow collegues as I might be leaving in the not-too-distant future.

You know, the farnee thing was that I was really determined to get a new job all these months as working late meant missing my Marketing classes, missing outings with friends and finally, missing doing what I loved. Life became a routine of 9am - 9pm or sometimes, 11pm, 12 midnight or sometimes 1 am. I hated it, but worked hard nonetheless as confirmation would mean a salary exceeding RM 5k/month, which would put me in the yuppie class.

And it was this salary that kept me working hard though my heart kept telling me that there was more to life than just this cold hard cash. I want to do tuition to the orphans, I want to have time for my aging parents, and yes, I want to settle down and get married. But yet, I had no time or options for this, until now.

You know, it's farnee that my last day of contract coincides with the 1st day of my long awaited (and delayed) graduation ceremony, which would be effectively starting on the 11th of August, 2006. Is that a sign? I dunno... and you can be sure I've been asking God long and hard the last few days. God, can you gimme an answer? I wonder..

But yet, reading Mitch Albom's Tuesdays with Morrie seem to put things in perspective. Is my job really worth the hassle and the time required? What if, I was Morrie, dying, would I die at my job, or would it be in investing in something more important? Like relationships with our friends, family and acquaintances. Perhaps our kids and spouses if we're married. Hmm.

Talking to a Pastor from SiB, who used to be the sales director of a IT/Engineering company awakened me further as he mentioned, 1/10th of our time should be given to God daily, and we must have time for our family and friends. I seem to be so off track.

Ha, alright, I better get some rest soon. Do pray for me, for God's direction and call to be clear these few days. I feel I really need some guidance ;)

Till then, God Bless

Celebrate Life

Ah, welcome back.

Here I am, jotting some thoughts over the computer monitor as a sleepless night drove me to blog a bit on things once more.

'Celebrate Life' was the theme playing around in my head. And after reading 'Tuesday's with Morrie', life seems so much vibrant.

So much had happened the last few months. *Chuckle*, I would say I've grown, erm, bigger, older and perhaps a wee bit little wiser. Work indeed let's you grow up fast. And what more, things seem to happen at a much faster pace than I can spell out, erm, what's that longest word again, hmm, nevermind, I guess some of you will know it. (or better still, go ask Wee Liem)

You know, it's indeed farnee finding out that my contract with JOS ends exactly on the same day as MMU's graduation ceremony. There I've been grumbling around about getting a more decent hour job, and now, looking at the bills to pay, plus potential lost of income, I'm hmm, confused you might say? Ah, and yes, I've prayed this many times over.

Looking back at old friends on the Friendster list, I let out a few sighs knowing some friendships lost due to transition through time, whereby we take out different paths after some time travelling the road together. Deeper sighs were for mistakes that broke friendships. I mourn, but then, unlike last time, I move on. Life is meant to be savoured.

Nonetheless, I thank God for the friends and fellowship He's provided that sustained me these few months. Hmm, World Cup finals was a good example, not that Zidane's headbutt was anything great to shout about, but indeed, it was good feilowship.

Gotta log off soon. Till later dudes.

Signing off...

Jean Luc Picard, erm, nah, Leo Koo, heh.

Still here

Dear all,

Sorry for the lack of literary action recently ;) Just felt I needed a break. Will resume shortly. Do stay tuned. Thanks!

Standards and decisions

It's almost 3:18 am.

Just taking a breather after clearing up the house (disposing of dog poo, feeding the fish, before it dies of hunger, watering the plants after 2 days of neglect, etc), when I realised, hey, life has passed me by, so fast, these few months. (Hmm, dunno if I've blogged on this, but..)

Looking at the stack of old comics and computer game manuals made me reminisce about days of yore, times where hot-bloodedness ruled my thoughts back then. Sadly.

Standing here at crossroads now, with decisions to make. Dad wants me active in MCA, and I was thinking, is it a God given opportunity? I mean, we often talk about revival, about reaching out, but at times, due to legislations in place, our hands are tied and bound. Would it be wise to venture into politics as a changing factor? Though, the more you know about politics, the more you see the dark side of it, like perhaps Frodo with the ring in Lord of the Rings. Would I be drawn to a life in the dark shadows of power, deceit and friends ready to turn against you? I wonder..

But yet, there must be someone to champion the Christian cause, and perhaps its an opportunity for me to do so, to be a lighthouse in the darkness, salt in a tasteless world.

Furthermore, I might take a long layoff FGC for now. I know there are calls for me to go back, but yet, I just don't feel like I want to, not yet, not just now perhaps. But yet, it pains me so to take this sabbatical/leave, and yea, I might be running away, but.. not now, not just yet. I need time off, time to do the things I want to do, to perhaps satisfy my want to just sit at the back of a mega church, not involved in ministry altogether for now.

I'm jobless too now. Took the opportunity to leave the job on Friday, earlier then the prescribed date of 1st of March. And yeah, I just turned down a job with a Singaporean company doing Accounting Software. It wasn't the pay, as the pay was good, but yet, it wasn't what I was looking for.

Perhaps I offended many when I wrote about working for others as being not the best solutions, and yea, I'm sorry for that statement. I do believe that you could do a good job working for others, but yet, it's not for me, as I wouldn't like reporting to others all the time, and would prefer a freedom in doing things.

A few new business plans came to mind, and yeah, I might start sooner or later.

And yeah, one last thing. Just cleared off a number of movies, and no, they aren't porn. But yet, I find myself affected by the number of nude scenes/sex scenes in upcoming movies nowadays. It used to be so much easier 10 years back, as those movies had farnee titles like 'sexy' or 'hot mama' or something like that. Nowadays, nudity seems to occur in every other movie, other than those animated.

And yea, I just felt the need to live a life to God's standards, not standards everyone prescribe to. It's not a try to be the 'oh-so-holy' type, but it's a want to honour God, to live right, blameless and in His statutes. Don't get me wrong, I do fall, but yet, I want, I desire to be as Holy as I could. The urge to run with the horses, above mediocrity spurs me on, but yet, sin pulls me back. And the worse thing is, sin has become so normalised that we rationalise it's alright, it's okay to do so. We don't want to look as wannabes, holy-moly types out to impress. But are we really out to impress, or are we out to be after God's heart?

The strange thing is that sex, money and power has always brought more than a Christian away from God's path, even in the olden days of yore, where during the world war 2, they had poster gals, in the 19th century, they had women posing nude for artistic purposes. And now, well, it's in the movies. And it's true, guys are visual. Sigh, sadly, I'm a typical guy, so..it's a sacrifice I've gotta make. Perhaps more movies in the cinema?

Till then, feedback would be good.

Gong Hei Fatt Choy and have a safe journey whereever you're going!

p/s: Sigh* Just packed off a muscle-fitness magazine. I must not compromise on this.

The Marketing Guru-Jee

Just a brief update. Taking CIM's Professional diploma in Marketing at Stamford. It's every Monday to Thursdays, 6:30-9:30pm, and it's still open for registration! ;) Join me? Hee.

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Down, but not depressed. Heyo heyo!

Hah. Just in case the previous post made everything look bleak. Well, we all do go through difficulties (and yea, you can't control how others react to you, just gotta give your best, ain't it?) Anyways, just wanna claim God's promises that though I walk through the valleys of the shadows of death, I shall not fear ;) I know my God's for me, heh.

Here's something dat never fails to cheer me up, whenever I'm down




Till then~Do drop me a call if anything =)

Time out

It's been a long while since I've posted here. Partially, I'm lost, hurt, disillusioned with things, life, church. You name it, it's there.. And it gets depressing reading friends' blogs, whereupon I do feel left out from the MMU CF scene. I just stay away from Audrey's, Wee Liem's, Mel's and everyone else's blog, due to this. Perhaps I really am, lost and away from what's going on over there.

Handed in my resignation a few days ago too. Found it really hard to stay on, when 3 months worth of claims don't come in and you're forced to borrow from mom to survive, being embarrasingly unable to bless others with presents and all.

At times, I do ask myself, has my time in CF and church gone to waste? Are they being nice because I'm their church member/CF mate back then? Or perhaps, I'm of a different age group. I don't know. *sigh

But yet, in the midst of it all, I do thank God for the new friendships found and nurtured during this time. Friendships that sustained me and gave me hope, instead of looking back and feeling that failure. And yeah, working did give me a sense of satisfaction, as giving my best at work became my first priority, and now, perhaps, the starting of a new company.

Am taking a few months off church for now (am still going, but, yea, will be church visiting), as I need the time to gather my thoughts, and perhaps find a place I could serve and give my best to. Indeed, you folks had been wonderful, but it's really hard for me to stay on. The memories of failure is still fresh, and yeah, it hurts real bad to just be around...

2006? I just want to give God my best. To be the best in work, as a friend and yea, as a Christian. God, sustain me..

Food poisoned!

Been down and out from food poisoning since Christmas. The farnee thing is that, food poisoning isn't as glamorous as it sounds. And yea, the 2 days leave doesn't justify the bad stomach ache and on-off fever that comes with it (hah, I begin to make my sickness sound like the pushbuttons I sell, heheh. Now, where's the illuminated cough or the explosion resistant fever? Blah) Nevertheless, it's good to be able to rest, as I've been up and down Malaysia without fail these few weeks.

Gotta rest! Till laters!

The Johor trip and random thoughts

Was down in JB the last few days (Wed-Fri), and while it was exciting to drive around, try eating lunch & dinner yourself at McDs for 2 whole days and you'll know. Ah, at least I caught King Kong myself, heh



p/s: Did you know that Pan Pacific was the only hotel to offer internet access from the very comforts of your room? At the price of RM 1.90/minute though, heh.

Things I was pondering about the last few weeks:

Evangelism:
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Don't wanna sound like a zealot, but at times, I do think we have our ladder up the wrong side of the wall. True, money matters, and well, it's indeed foolish of some Christians to stay at dead end jobs, just because they feel it's their calling to be poor, hah. But have you seen a Christian who's both successful and yet serving God? Tough? yes. Impossible? Nah

But then again, if our lives just revolve around the church and church people, what chances do we have to reach out? Does Church work = God's work? Sometimes we just need a whack on the head to make us all awake.

Relationships:
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I guess as an extrovert, relationships does matter a lot. And working in sales, I just don't have enough office hours time to really get to know my colleagues (hmm, means I'm spared the gossiping, heh), and thus I'm really grateful for opportunities to get to know others through I-bridge, insurance meetings, Toastmasters, cell group, and even Crossroadz.

You know, everytime I see some old people, I wonder if at that age, whether my life would have been a blessing, an impact to those around, or would I just have wasted mine away. Not easy, but I'm trying my best..

Mistakes:
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What would you do if you made a mistake, or even worse, mistakes. And to top it off, you didn't realise about it until much later on, when you begin to realise your friend isn't all chummy with you.

Would you, like the blur me, apologise profusely, hoping your apologies touch a chord within the person? Hmm, advice anyone?

Literary fair

Hi there! Just in case you guys are wondering what have I been up to, well, been reading after work (other than attending various meetings, forums, etc). Heh, it's not easy doing sales when all you know about sales is that thing that comes on every few months in some shopping complexes nationwide. Hmmph, sad huh?

Been reading these few books during my spare time, so do pardon the lack of literary action over here

Zig Ziglar's Secrets of Closing the Sale


The Sales Bible


Killing the Sale: The 10 Fatal Mistakes Salespeople Make and How to Avoid Them


Selling the Wheel: Choosing the Best Way to Sell for You, Your Company, and Your Customers

not forgetting..



And last but not least



Reading is good!
p/s: Books are up for the borrowing if you're interested ;) Just call alrite?

Spammers : Did DAP do this?

I've been getting a barrage of political (spam) statements on my blog recently. It makes me wonder whether issit just me or does it affect anyone else? Why are people still putting up stuff like below although I've put up a disclaimer? Do check out the writing below and tell me what you think?

'cool man said...

"The Malay Dilemma" revealing the weaknesses of malays. But did they do something to amend their weaknesses using the correct way, like work harder, compete equally etc?
They did with the fastest way, implementing unfair policies. How many of you all will agree that the policies are not benefiting the malays?
From the economy to the education system and to the society, all policies were meant to "close" their mind and body.
In Pak Lah announce that NEP will stay, as long as the gap between the poor and the rich exists. In a free economy, this will always be the case. How can the gap be narrowed if they do not work hard?
Just ask any economists how an economy works.
Let's assume that they are trying to perform transferring wealth to the poor in this way, it would be better to practice socialism or communism, where everything belongs to the country and no personal assets are allowed.
After 35 years of NEP, how has it benefited the country as a whole? No one benefited in the end except those in power.

and this
' oversee said...

First of all, are we (the non-malays, that is) really to believe that the government will abolish or tone down the New Economic Policy in the near future? We must be realistic, if you have the right to buy a property at a discount and have scholarships for your children, would you let go of these rights?
With Chinese population dwindling in Malaysia, what needs to be done depends on the Chinese themselves.
There is nothing wrong with the brain drain. In fact, we should encourage our children to move to Singapore, Taiwan, China etc. if we disagree with Malaysian government policies that are based on race and religion.
When it comes to the matter of the dwindling number of Chinese Malaysians, we should talk about quality, not quantity.
We should resolve why the Chinese-Malaysian population is reducing. Official figures have more than one million Chinese Malaysians emigrating over the past 25 years. Why did they emigrate? I am sure the government knows.
Straight A students can't get scholarships or university places. Nothing new, it is been that way for the past 35 years. Nowadays, even enlightened malay Malaysians are speaking up on this injustice. The MCA and Gerakan? Busy making money from private colleges.
What is so great about having TAR College or Utar which took more than 35 years of begging? Why should it be so difficult to set up an independent university when we have scores of public ones?
While we push young talented people away, other countries notably Singapore, the US and Australia welcome them with open arms.
Is it logical that we drive away our young talented ones and then invite retired Mat Sallehs to live here and exploit our low-cost of living?
Singapore's success in particular owes much to these ex-Malaysians or their descendants including Hon Sui Sen, Goh Keng Swee, Goh Chok Tong, just to name a few.
About 30 percent of top management in both Singapore's government and corporate sector are ex-Malaysians. We export them so that Singapore can compete with, and then whack us.
Korea and Taiwan, both way behind us in the 70s and 80s are now way ahead. Thailand is breathing down our necks.
Sadly, there is just no integrity in the nation's leadership.'


As for me, I have enough politics at home to last me a lifetime as my dad's really active in MCA. So, if you're the spammer, do keep far away from this blog. Or else we'll get the experts to track you down. Thanks!

p/s: Any political statements, even on the net could get you in trouble with ISA. It's not worth it. Ask Lim Kit Siang, he'll tell you so too.
p/s2: Oh yea, do check out this flyer before you go. It's a Christmas party for those who think they're young. Come join the fun alrite? ;)

Passage of rites

A lot has been happening recently. Firstly, I passed! (do I hear drumrolls anyone? Come on!) Will be applying for the transcript somewhere this week and then proudly frame it up on my walls, heh.



Been really busy recently, with activities from insurance meetings (and getting coaxed into joining by them GRO, oops, GSMs), bass lessons (commencing this Wednesday), Toastmasters (this Thursday) and even thinking of dropping by Sarah's cell group on a more regular basis on Friday nights. Add to this Crossroadz, worship practices, Hooked on Christmas practices, badminton and jogging and I'm booked day in, day out. Even dinner would have to be planned earlier ahead, sigh*



Work has been progressing great as feedback from customers has been really good. Probably due to my background in the F&B industry with Chili's no doubt. Even found myself getting lost in Salak South, Cheras and the likes. A testimony? I forgot I left my laptop at a coffeeshop until 20 minutes later! Praise God it's still there! (and those stall owners were keeping a eye on it lest someone else runs away with it. Where could you find such honest people around? Amazing huh?)

Before I forget, I would like to praise God for that exam, as even though I wasn't to sure about how to go about a certain question, I was very certain of the answers to put in. And I never felt so, how do I say it, assured before. It must have been due to all the prayers that were going about.


George Best passed away recently, while frittering away his money and talents on women, cars and booze. While walking past my gates home, I heard my neighbor, the 70 over years old Mr. Marsh celebrating his grandchild's birthday and then it reminded me about passage of rites.

And like the once macho Mr. Marsh (he was a lifeguard), we too someday would have to go through the very same passage of rites, the aging of skin, the whitening of hair and the heartbreak of seeing each and everyone we hold dear pass us by into another place.

Passage of rites, we might not feel it now that we're still young, vibrant and perhaps handsome (like *ehem, who else lar?), but when will we stop and look at our lives and see whether we're making an impact, or are we just following life as life dictates? And I'm amazed to see that live passes us by so fast, that in a blink of an eye, we start to have squeaky bones and the likes.

Guess that's it. Waiting for the paycheque to come in this month. Till then, God Bless!

On the exams and getting stoned

Here's the updates! Exams were good, really good actually. And yea, suffering a hangover from too much sleep (had too little during the exams *sigh*) more later!

On I-bridge, Tapah and the 2 weeks leave

Hi there! I'm back. Hah, couldn't get connected to Streamyx these few weeks, other than the occasional nights where I would be too tired and could only write miserly stuff. Hmm, and yea, I don't think I could write at work either, we've gotta give our best, remember?

Just got back from I-bridge camp 2005 yesterday, whereupon I met some of the craziest and insane dudes and gals around town (hmm, and outta town too). And it's really fun to know that you can just be yourself without worrying about all those office politics or someone quoting your lame jokes as some interesting event. Sigh* I guess office people must either be too free, or too bored.

I-bridge camp was a blast, whereupon other than all those games and even the planned escapade to Ipoh for the famous Ipoh food (which didn't work out coz Hwok Lok didn't approve, sigh*), God answered the questions that were lingering in my head. Questions that were about work, money and even full-time calling.

Although I just started work for a month, I was already planning on where to go for the next 10 years, the activities to join, like learning Bass, insurance meetings, headstart groups and even perhaps Rotaract/Toastmasters, whereby I wouldn't have to stay at home and unconsciously bite my nails off while watching TV or running through some old boring games that people my age don't play anymore. Then came the bad news.

I did not pass my one of my final papers and well, the resit is in the middle of November, hah. Fail that and it's another 8 long, dredgy months. I was devastated. One day I was looking through ads for 2nd hand beamers (BMW for those blur ones of you), and another day, well, there goes all your long term plans. And to make things worse, I had signed up for the 2005 I-bridge camp.

And yea, there was another question too. While reading Lee Strobel's The Case for Christ, I began asking myself, if God's real, and all things that Christ said was true, including His claims to be the son of God, then what are we doing with our lives? Why are we living the best years of our lives as we want it, instead of giving it to God? (and that doesn't mean we should go around scaring people with the gospel at Mcdonalds, heh!) I, for one, wouldn't want to start trying to evangelise when I'm some 50 year old uncle, or even worse, granduncle!

I guess, at times, though we know God has called us in some way or another (and call doesn't just encompass full-time), we still do struggle with our ways, dulling the still small voice within us. Could I just go clubbing and perhaps be the toast of the night by shaking those booties? Or perhaps date dat cute non-Christian that fancies me instead? Or perhaps don't bother about giving to God. After all, that saved money would help in getting the 3-series Beamer I've been interested in.

But yet, as my renewed passion wouldn't allow me to sit down and down and just be lacklustre, I've told myself to give my best to Christ, like Abel and his firstborn. And in a way, I guess God helped when I applied for leave to study. Amazingly I'm off work for these 2 weeks! Hah, no jams today, or tomorrow, or the day after or..., haha. And yea, I know that if I give my best, it'll be all fine. And yea, one last thing, I guess I've became a better reader of people recently, and it does help a lot. Till laters! God bless!

Still up

Hey guys! This blog is still up and running. Will post more in the evening, due to work though. Do check back then!

And the Job hunt continues!

Okay. I'm quite surprised that I'm still getting readers though I don't post my blog online nowadays due to adrenaline rush that comes from going from interview to interview. And, like what Vincent said in the comments in the previous post, I reconsidered doing insurance full-time and decided to go part time instead. After all, I'm not doing it for the money, but for whoever who needs a good investment in their money. (and yea, I guess I'll be desperate for sales once I go full-time there)

The last few days has been a blast. I've sent in my resume to Jobsdb.com and Jobstreet.com, so, if you do know of any good sales job, do please contact me. The farnee thing was I did not verify my email account on Jobsdb.com until Monday night, while I applied for jobs on Saturday. Realising that, I checked, found those confirmation emails in my yahoo bulk mail, changed to gmail and started getting quite a number of job interview calls. I suddenly feel like a celebrity.


Had 2 job confirmations after the interviews, but nah, haven't taken them yet. Those are china-man companies that did not have products that could sell well, or a market to expand into.

Well, I'm starting to try to fill my evening slots from Monday to Friday now. Monday's for the insurance meeting, while some friends would love to cycle on Sunday evenings. Anyone interested to follow? Heh, yea, and anyone knows of a good Toastmasters group around PJ? Kinda keen to try them out, plus perhaps some bible classes if I could squeeze the time in.


Till then, God Bless~!

Insurance?

Would it be crazy if I told you I'm considering doing insurance full-time? I guess I'm stepping into an unknown realm and yea, it'll be a waste for an Engineering graduate to be a full-time insurance agent, but what do I have to lose to give myself 6 months to try this out?

I really do not know how far, or how much I might go, and even worse, whether I would crash and burn, but yet would it be better than just being a technical salesperson?

It's tough, and I pray that I'll know what to do next..

Recruitments they post up

While looking for jobs in the papers, I one peculiar one written in the Malay Mail

Attractive pay!
Rm 3000-5000/month!
Call now for a job as a Guest Relations Officer in a famous KTV in Sunway!
Females only.

Hah, let's get some police officers there, *grin*


This looks good too

Kids with Cameras

Do check out this film

Here's the sypnosis

The most stigmatized people in Calcutta's red light district are not the prostitutes, but their children. In the face of abject poverty, abuse, and despair, these kids have little possibility of escaping their mother's fate or for creating another type of life.

In Born into Brothels, directors Zana Briski and Ross Kauffman chronicle the amazing transformation of the children they come to know in the red light district. Briski, a professional photographer, gives them lessons and cameras, igniting latent sparks of artistic genius that reside in these children who live in the most sordid and seemingly hopeless world.

The photographs taken by the children are not merely examples of remarkable observation and talent; they reflect something much larger, morally encouraging, and even politically volatile: art as an immensely liberating and empowering force.

Devoid of sentimentality, Born into Brothels defies the typical tear-stained tourist snapshot of the global underbelly. Briski spends years with these kids and becomes part of their lives. Their photographs are prisms into their souls, rather than anthropological curiosities or primitive imagery, and a true testimony of the power of the indelible creative spirit.

The Job hunt begins!

I'm officially looking for a job. My last paper would be on the 1st of October, whereby after that I would be joining the MMU CFers alumni for lunch at some posh place at Ikano or the thereabouts. Talk about an immediate graduation party. I just pray there won't be an interrogation on what's my future plans or even worse, a bash (*gasp*)



I seriously fear working, the pressures, the commitment and ultimately, the fact that working changes you, and yea, I worry I might change for the worse (like some workaholic whose dream is to own a Ferrari, or even worse, some uncle who brings out sweet young things, haih!)

But I'm already 2 years late, like some old chick hatching out after everyone flying about, and thus, the need my rubbery bum moving if I would ever get a job, ever. The sad thing about Malaysian companies is that they hate employing those older people. Seems like it's harder to train us huh.

The difference of a few hundred won't be a sticking point though, as I need to be free for our CrossRoadz on weekends. Been sickened out by the fact when my high school reunions would always be a game of comparing, whereby people start to compare their salary and assets, some going on proclaiming how 'great' someone has become because they hit the 4k ceiling or is almost retired from MLM. What happened to all our friendly chatter on life or Liverpool or even worse, Manchester United? Guess I should go around telling them my dog just had a litter of puppies, heh, or that I plan to do some low-paying job, hmmmm...



I have worked before, and saying that, I find office work, especially those 9-5 desk jobs type tires the heck outta me. Just find I couldn't seat still, as it makes me doze off *sigh* It must be the hormones of a young, macho, virile male at it's best.

Most of the time I would find myself going to the loo every odd hour or so for a 5 minute nap. Imagine having a nap at such places, I must be really desperate for sleep! Though, the good thing about a desk job would be the ability to chat and hit up a score with some old friends, tempting, no? (yea, and we hit the ALT-TAB key when the Boss passes by, sheeesh)

I work best if I'm given a chance to talk and yea, I need to move around. It's been a trait from young, thus, when people do tell me I would do good in sales, I would like to think so too. Unless of course there's an opening in Hitz.fm (but then, I do suffer from stage fright, sigh*)

So, thus, any job opportunities out there? It would be good to start working at the end of October :)


Will never beg for food, perhaps Chili's but, nahh..